August 16, 2009

The dr I ran into in the elevator yesterday finally made it to Scott's room around 7:15pm. I decided that I would let the dr tell Scott everything - I didn't/couldn't deliver the crappy, potentially crushing news to Scott myself. Seems that Scott took it well, at least for the time that I was there. I left a few minutes after the dr came and went. The dr said today would be insert new cathider and dialysis day adn that Monday would be surgery day. I''ve not spoken with Scott this morning - I'm just waking up. After being there with him for the past two days and knowing I'll be there all day tomorrow I'm thinking I might not go today. This of course if the guilt of not being there doesn't overwhelm me. Also, when I'm not there I miss what the updates and info from the drs. So we'll see how our Sunday goes.